Solitude^^ SINGLE LIFE RULES!

ok, so first, when I realized I was single again, I was depressed and rather moody. The only thing that seemed to make me happy was playing the guitar, singing and reading bucked loads of books. After about 3 weeks of spending most of the days alone, easter was on the doorstep, and I started feeling more merry. So during easter I went to a cabin trip with 3 girls.. I only knew one of 'em, and we went to an island where the cabin lay, and had a absolute blast, dancin' cuddeling and what not=D Thats when it hit me how much I'd missed that kinda life, and how much I'd slided away from who I really am. Being with Heidi was nice, and it was the best relationship(tho it had many major flaws)I've been in, but it made me into someone I honestly didnt.. or well. dont like.. I liked it back then.. but not anymore. IM not the type to be pussywhipped.. I just dont handle it all that well.. Now, the week after easter, I've started dating, Im still singing, reading and playing the guitar, but I've also taken up the study of anicent Viking Runes... oh yeah.. I've gone mental:P Writing it literaly everywhere.. I hope my mom wont find 'em.. she'll kill me.. no.. Im not afraid of my mom.. no wait.. I am.. hell has no fury as a woman scorned.. and a mothers wrath towards her crazy son is twice as bad. I guess I better hide.. the walls and the roof is filled with it.. I hope you guys will remember me at my best.. and not the kid who got murdered by his mom...