lørdag 5. juli 2008

Summer

Ok, this is apolagy is for a few people whom I've missed talking to for a while now. i've been quite occupied these last few weeks, and Im sorry.
Summer started out way cool with a nice package from the Wynn's, the three first books from the twilight serie. thanks alot^^ I really love 'em, and I love you guys. The sad thing is that right after I finnished the last one, and before I really got to say thanks, I started being out with friends almost every day. Either that, or they were at my place. Ya see.. me parents left me with this big ol' house of theirs in me "safe" keepin'. So its been rather wild. Not party like, but yeah.. keeping everything clean and such.
I've been at a few cabin trips, gone out for a few beach trips, and a week ago, I had 3 americans as guests for a few days. It was nice, and it felts as if I was almost back in the states..I do actually rather miss it. Miss you guys, thats for sure.
the 19th..just a few days away, Im going into the army. I'll be leaving my family, this old life, all my friends, and my dear girlfriend behind. Sucks. Whenever I find someone I really like, and can work out with, I have to leave.. is it gods little sadistic game? Who knows. I just dont like it.. I'll be trying out for the specialparatrooper unit, but Im having serious doubts about my abilities. It'll be tough, but if I dont make it, I still have the 2nd battalion to join.. we'll just see what the future holds for me. Hope guys are havin' fun(according to your bloggs it does sound like yer havin' fun^^)

Loves

Egil aka Eagle, the kid from Norway who needs friends:P

lørdag 10. mai 2008

The Era of the Russ


Now, for those of yo who haven't spoken to me latly, don't know that we've(or at least us norwegians) have entered the era of the "russ". To put in simple terms, the "russ" is the graduating 13th graders, they get to wear these really weird clothes(because its tradition) and we party almost every day for a whole month. We also have to do certain tasks to get certain rewards, and the one with the most rewards.. get a the top prize..(dont ask me what the hell that is tho..) So yeah, I've been livin' up to the true russ spirit, partyin' everyday for 2 weeks.. which made me wake up on last sunday thinking it was the previous wednesday(kinda trippy!) Though, I have been.. behaving.. to a certain extent at least. if you wanna know some of those "tasks" I suppose you'd just have 't ask me.. can't talk about it here. who knows who'll end up reading this crap, ya know?
So..except that, I've had my pre-exams, I've been, as I've said before, called into military service, first as a normal solider, then a special paratrooper, then as an officer, which I declined, and now Im back to the special paratrooper. I decided to take the officers training next year.. gotta live life.
Fun things..hmm.. made my teacher cry 'cause of an essay, my dad has turned half a century old(which I remind him, as thoughtful and considerate as I am) I've found certain someone which keeps my days bright when everythign is dark. I've found a new book serie to get obsessed about, its the twilight serie(just finnished the 1st book after reading it without putting it down, except the one night I had to sleep) and Im starting to like Creedence and Guns 'n Roses.. for some reason. weird, huh?
I might be commin' over for christmas btw^^ Both to malibu and heber. "you'll see"(8) hope I'll get the chance 't talk to some of you soon.

lørdag 3. mai 2008

secrets

ok, these past few weeks have been quite..interesting and turmoil-filled. Intrigues and what not, ya know? As I said in my last post, I've been living it large as a single boy, yet again. It has seemed to work quite well for me.. for abot a week or twoXD. those of you who know me, know how quickly I can go from one relationship to the next.
Im not in a relationship yet.. so dont panic. Im.. dont really know what ya can call it.. Im reserved for one girl, and I guess its the same way the other way around. None of us wanted a official relationship, but at one point, I did, now I let her choose whenver.. and now shes all twitterpated after last friday.. so I guess it might not be a single eagle at the end of this month. tho that remains to be seen. if it is.. I guess its a nice thing.. if not, thats nice too, cause I'll be shipped off to the military.
yes..military. I was first assigned to be in the 2nd battalion as a regular solider.. then they wanted me for the special paratrooperunit(later the marinehunters, one of the best elite units in the world) and then "hey wanna start an officer education?".. I decided last thursday to head that off.. If I'd said yes, I'd be called into service 3 days before school ended.. which meant I'd miss the graduation and my concerts. That would suck. and.. I'd miss the whole summerholiday! So now Im gonna go for the special paratrooper unit.. which is basically the hardest thing you can do.. and if I fail there, I'll just be a regular in the 2nd battalion.. and then apply for officer training the year after. How things turn out, huh?

lørdag 29. mars 2008

Solitude^^ SINGLE LIFE RULES!

ok, so first, when I realized I was single again, I was depressed and rather moody. The only thing that seemed to make me happy was playing the guitar, singing and reading bucked loads of books. After about 3 weeks of spending most of the days alone, easter was on the doorstep, and I started feeling more merry. So during easter I went to a cabin trip with 3 girls.. I only knew one of 'em, and we went to an island where the cabin lay, and had a absolute blast, dancin' cuddeling and what not=D Thats when it hit me how much I'd missed that kinda life, and how much I'd slided away from who I really am. Being with Heidi was nice, and it was the best relationship(tho it had many major flaws)I've been in, but it made me into someone I honestly didnt.. or well. dont like.. I liked it back then.. but not anymore. IM not the type to be pussywhipped.. I just dont handle it all that well.. Now, the week after easter, I've started dating, Im still singing, reading and playing the guitar, but I've also taken up the study of anicent Viking Runes... oh yeah.. I've gone mental:P Writing it literaly everywhere.. I hope my mom wont find 'em.. she'll kill me.. no.. Im not afraid of my mom.. no wait.. I am.. hell has no fury as a woman scorned.. and a mothers wrath towards her crazy son is twice as bad. I guess I better hide.. the walls and the roof is filled with it.. I hope you guys will remember me at my best.. and not the kid who got murdered by his mom...

onsdag 27. februar 2008

Everything that has a beginning has an end

So what once was, is no more. Theres nothing more to say about that. I wished it could continue, but fate, it seems, is still has a fickle finger to poke up my ass.. God damn it. Except that, the fact that Heidi and I are now history, I've picked up a guitar and I've been practecing for about 2-4 hours a day, singing and playing. Dad is teaching me the chords, so maybe in a year or two, I might be good enough to maybe actually play infront of people:P
I hate when something good ends.. especially when you KNOW it has potential. But once you've lost it, do you really want it back? I mean, once you've lost it once, it means you can lose it again, would you really want to take that risk? And, would it be easier to lose it the second time, or harder? Its especially tough when you dont have anyone or anything to blame, to be angry at, or hate. Its... frustrating^^

lørdag 26. januar 2008

And the days roll on by

Its been two months since my last update. I just dont think its very important to update, when I geuss baically no one is reading thisXD But I'll do it for the few special ones who might still read it.
First off, Heidi and I've been together for 2 months soon, the upcommin' 1st of Feb. Its been a blissfull two months, we've had christmas and new years eve, which have both been a blast.
School has been gettin' a wee bit better. My grades were mostly A's, two B's and one C.
My cat Gulliver, is getting older and more sick. Poor boy is gonna die on me soon. Thats gonna be heart breakin', and I'm not gonna pretend to be a big boy and not cry about it.. if he dies, I'll be a small kid crying my eyeballs out because I just lost my little brother..
So the only things that have been bothering quite alot is; spanish, heidi's sickness, no snow at christmas nor the whole of january or new years eve.., cleaning my room for no reason, and training basically every second day at the studio and having to eat healthy.. dang it..
Until next time, my dear Americans, love ya all, and hope 't see ya again soon someday